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Black candles for the lovers


Lay down on my deathbed, share with me this divinal serenity
the taste of shades gettin´ closer within my last minutes
the sound out there makes no sense, is this a pray for me?
can you please touch me, I cannot see, are you really there?
my eyes are hazing, it´s all darkenin´ here
can you please take my hand, I´m so scar´d and cold
I´m slowly freezing as dense become my thoughts
is there a candle afront the altar? I feel it cold, but I could swear some one hath light´d it
did you see the woman fleeting fro the door?
oh, this´ a death chamber, they´ve already lock´d the doors
so she left this for me? how beautiful is this blade
she´s written my name on it, and this is for my chest
just let me taste some more of this strange letargy
can you hear the deaf simphony?
oh, it´s so so silent here
are they really prayin´ for me?
cannot control my laughs, it´s so funny this holy disgrace
then she´s gave me my last temptation
oh, she´s just giving back
who´s the murderer, and who is the sinner?
guess I´ve got too close to come back and think, this´ such a thin veil between me and dark nothing
that I achieve and set me free (set her free)
I realize and let me be (let her be)
then it nails my heart with all my love and will and guilt,
as I light a black candle to dress my soul in red
to kill myself for a dying lover
and oh, I´m surprised, there´s no blood else fro me
I´ve been so drown´d on it, and I thought ´twould never have an ende
till I´ve died completely and for all
oh, this´s the time when I die
I´ve almost forgotten
to tell everyone
the insipid taste
and the stupid beauty
of diving into the black nothing
ofer the cold, gray and limpid stone of my grave
I drop the rests of my body in a maimed peace, now barely confess´d
(is peace having but nothing to feel?)
and almost all that´s left fro my heart and love
is the limb in the walls of this deathroom
my velvet dying, black candles for the lovers
is this the sun out there? why is it still rising for me
even when I´m leaving the stain of this life
the ever flame of my love has the most high majesty
of lonely running to death and still keeping in my dress´d down face
a caressing smile for you my thug
don´t wanna take you with me
don´t share with me the poison and tragedy of this blacken eternity
but I wanna kiss you one more time before...
(before I die
I remember
the last flame I´ve felt
was the maudlying taste of your sunlike lips)

so I´ve died once more this night
one else of the deaths I´ve never let myself to taste
the dragger on the floor, oh, it´s broken
and seas of a phantom blood streaming fro my heart
mine evanescent rose - I´m crying
all that´s left fro my curse and pain
is the limb in my deathbed, beyond the sunset
(can you show me the sun for now?)